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Intellectual curiosity

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So I failed two job interviews this week. The reason in both cases is the same – I am not “business savvy,” or at least not savvy enough.

Of course, I can rationalize these failures by mentioning that I am really not in the business these two companies operate, or the interviewers did not give me enough guidance and sufficient orientation in their business models, or it’s not realistic to expect a candidate give a precise answer to an open-ended question, or people who interviewed me are educated morons, or whatever else excuses I can come up with.

Nevertheless the fact remains: all my technical skills do not help me in advancing my career. So, why should I continue studying weird and obscure stuff, take Coursera classes and read thick books and hard-to-find papers? Nobody seems to care about what I know. As long as I can articulate how to compare proportions and explain the difference between mean and median, I am deemed to have adequate skills for a data analyst position.

And this is fine. If the company does what they need to do by utilizing just a bare minimum of analytics, more power to them! Simple analytical solutions do not entail business disadvantage. Quite the opposite, these people do not have to utilize heavy duty machinery to get the job done and stay profitable.

But my experience raises the following question: do I spend my time and energy wisely?

According to Wikipedia, intellectual curiosity is “a term used to describe one’s desire to invest time and energy into learning more,” is widely praised and generally considered a good thing. Still, it is a curiosity, i.e. an aimless interest in knowing something, without having any definite purpose to know. The phrase `I am curious about` suggests the things the speaker wants to know are not essential or critical. They are merely ‘interesting,’ but the speaker can happily live without learning about them. Curiosity is not a desire or a passion; it’s an idle interest rooted in boredom.

Intellectual curiosity has been the main driving force for my studies, or at least I like to think of it this way. It turned out I was curious about wrong things. Instead, I should have spent time reading business cases, fluffy stuff about customer relationship, marketing, management… business magazines, maybe?

And these so called “studies” shouldn’t be driven by “curiosity” but by the clear and sober realization of the market requirements demanded of data scientists today.

No matter how I feel about it.

Two losses…

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Our team lost two people in the last month. In both cases I was not able to see them before they moved on – I was traveling. Although I may bump into them on occasion, the world is not the same now. I am going to miss my greeting “Dude!” in the morning and hearing “Duuude…” in return. Such things are contextual, they exist only in a given place and time, not reproducible in other circumstances.

People tend to drift apart when they don’t communicate for long. As it often the case, we do not have lots of things to talk about apart from the work-related topics, and it means we are not going to stay in touch. This is a sad reality.

Relationships developed at the workplace do not survive departures particularly well, at least in my experience. Isn’t it a curious consequence of our jobs becoming a significant part of our lives? Your best friends and people you want to be around are your officemates.

One of these guys used to be my boss for the last three years. During this time I saw him growing into a rare breed of a manager who really cares about the whole team and each one of us. Our 1-on-1s were something I was always waiting for. They meant a lot to me, both professionally and personally.

So, what’s now?

We’ll see. It won’t be the same – this universal cliche is quite appropriate here. I understand that the way forward entails leaving the past behind and embracing the new reality. I must admit though that starting with the clean slate in the old place may be a tough call.

What are they saying about new wine and old wineskins??